

I agree with you.
I don’t mean to hurt anyone with me shortening my words, I’ve been getting lost in my desire to write more and liked how I wrote it.
I’ve been on my own rough journey, I was lost in my armor well up til I hit 30’s, I remember the moment I saw my self for the first time and everything started making better sense. Going out there and becoming myself was just that. I had to go out of my comfort zone, challenge my fears and make that next step to figuring myself out and becoming me. My life didn’t start when I got married, when we had our first kid. It started when I came out to myself. All those were just layers of connection on top of my self. I didn’t know my self, so I just used my 「Autistic High Masking Magic」 to make a shell and navigate the world with no self guided direction.
<3
Definitely cuet