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  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldtoAnimemes@ani.socialme_irl
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    I don't commute or ride in traffic any more. I have no margin left. My last hit was in early 2014. Bosch drive e-bikes became retail available around the summer of 2013 in south Orange County California, and were not present in substantial numbers until around 2018.

    Now, drivers are much more aware of faster bikes in bike lanes. In all the crashes I was in between 2009 and 2014, I was even faster than most e-bikes are now, but I was an extreme anomaly in that respect. Bikes were not super rare on the road, but racers on general roads commuting have always been rare. Like if you’re going to train, it is not on the surface streets. Several of my crashes were from a time when I rode a 33 mile route each way to and from work 5-6 days a week. I’m one of the most hardcore all-weather, nothing-stops-me roadies you’ll ever meet. Like I ride home with broken bones just to say I made it.

    Anyways, I’m on a tangent. On the road, around unpredictable drivers, my rather rare speed led to crashes. I had hundreds, if not thousands, of near misses. I had 6 crashes from cars in 150k miles of riding and have had none since. I am at around 250k now. I’m a lot slower by average speed, and I never ride around traffic like I did back then. Both of my bad crashes were from someone making an illegal u-turn. That is the one event where intuition lies and there is nothing a person can do to escape.

    It looks exactly like all of the hundreds of times when someone has pulled out in front of you and cut you off. So you instinctively swerve, but as you do so, the car keeps going and closes the escape route faster than the brain will reprocess the inputs.

    It is no different for a driver in a passing car. The worst scenario is being on a bike, right behind that passing car, and being as fast as the cars on a slight down hill when someone pulls a sudden u-turn into a passing SUV. That is what got me. The car in front of me was doing 35mph and never braked. It was a Jeep Grand Cherokee t-boning a Mitsubishi Montero. I know all about it from court stuff, but I went black retroactively to the moment I merged behind the Jeep until I was in the ICU 3 hours later. I braked according to witnesses, but my Garmin GPS computer showed I made contact at 29.7mph. I was folded in half backwards.

    All but one of my crashes were like that, where it was absolutely due to errors of dumb drivers. All were also in the most southern parts of Orange County CA, in smaller areas with poor infrastructure. At the time, I rode mostly in more developed areas of city with better infrastructure and those are generally much safer. I had a lot of close calls in those areas but they are usually avoidable within the space available, unlike people that get lost or are dopey on the fringes where there is no proper infrastructure.


  • I totally respect anyone that chooses to limit their perspective scope.

    For me, everything in life is a messy statistical abstraction. I would not go out of my way to make decisions or inconvenience myself in instances where I see vectors of negativity and small errors in ethical disposition. These are simply elements I passively note, and when faced with a choice, such past occurrences will weigh into my decisions.

    For me, I struggle to recall specifics like memorized trivia, instances of certain behaviors, or even people’s names in conversational real time. I can recall most of this information if I try, but I must focus on it to do so. I instantly have access to my abstracted thoughts and oversimplifications that exist on something like a three dimensional roadmap. When I note these types of behaviors, it is like I am painting a picture of what driving down a familiar street feels like, and I remember that picture and place well, only that imagery is the actions of the person. It takes me a while to think about all the features that make up that place, but I know where I am and what that means just by visiting. The person is not any feature but an ambiance that exists in my mind. It is their identity to me. I may not recall the name feature well, but this is not who they are to me; they are an abstraction like everything else; a likely set of probabilities, but one where I’m always curious how they evolve or add new features. No one is static after all, unless they are dead. Still I weigh negative vectors into those statistics objectively and make predictions based upon them.


  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldtoMemes@sopuli.xyzExcellent tip
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    6 hours ago

    The way root is managed and the security of OTA updates along with the demonstrated knowledge of how Android users groups and SELinux effectively work are far superior to anything else I have seen in any ROM that I have run previously. Most others were little more than novel demonstrations of CVE vulnerability exploits and setups intended for oddball extra use cases and not a primary device in their implementation. Graphene is a legitimate ongoing secured solution well worth supporting. The TPM chip is a huge deal here.


  • It depends on how you abstract. I believe that small patterns are strongly indicative of larger patterns. My life experiences have largely reflected this pattern. All of my worst business encounters were with people that cheated on their partners in their personal life. They ultimately showed the same types of behavior in business. The best people I have worked for were exactly the opposite. This includes both while running my own business for years and many people I have worked for as an employee.

    The concept is also an extension of my realization that anyone that likes to talk about everyone else negatively at work when one on one, is doing the exact same thing with every other individual when I am not around and is saying the same negative stuff about me. Such a person appears to be everyone’s friend on a personal level, but is actually stabbing everyone in the back equally to elevate themselves and increase their own awareness of weaknesses they might highlight or play against others. The act of talking negatively about everyone else is a strike or vector that will later manifest if given the opportunity or under pressure.

    I am metaphorically applying Newton’s premise that an object in motion tends to stay in motion, to the probability of future human behavior. If the person indicates a certain vector of thought that causes damage, they tilt the scales of future interaction and are therefore some degree more likely than not to produce a suboptimal future compared to others with a more positive track record, character, and ethics.


  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldtoMemes@sopuli.xyzExcellent tip
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    My 6a does.

    The trick is that, on my second Graphene phone I put it on Graphene from the start, never installed or used anything else on the device or even allowed it access to the internet. I also gave into the advice to try to avoid external apps whenever possible. I have a few odds and ends installed but not nearly as many as people have been trained to do for normalized stalkerware exploitation. Signal is my only continuous battery draining background app. I do everything in the vanadium browser like with Lemmy. The only other regular internet connected app is Pipe pipe and I do not use any scheduled background stuff with it.

    I only allow WiFi data most of the time and my network is exclusive to my devices with a whitelist firewall on a dedicated device. Cookies and trackers are not just blocked by Ad Block on my network. I’m blocking tons of extra background nonsense everywhere on the internet, so these things never reach my devices.

    For instance every time you see the social network icons at the bottom of a webpage, those are embedded links to those services hosting those images. You are actually visiting all of those places and retrieving those tiny images while giving them your fingerprinting information. They know every page you visited and how long it took between pages. All of that is tracked. Most pages try to use google static for fonts on their pages, which is doing the exact same thing. But, when the google static server is blocked the page will default to your system font and there is not any real difference unless they are using really odd special characters like rare symbols or super rare emojis in Unicode. Like I have almost all languages to the point of Egyptian hieroglyphs and cuneiform, so I never see bad characters in practice.

    When I visit a website, I am only visiting the sever I whitelisted. It is a pain in the ass to manually whitelist everything I want to visit, but I have been doing it for years after some sketchy stuff happened while I was building breadboard computer stuff and downloading vintage hardware PDF datasheets from 3rd party sources. Anything I download is unable to dial out to any address unless it is whitelisted on my network. I can also write code that is sketchy and I don’t need to worry about it doing dumb stuff like nmap’ing the whole internet. Or like now playing with offline AI running on my hardware, I do not need to worry about a model agent doing something dumb, or nefarious stuff that may be hidden and undetectable in a fine tuned model.

    Anyways, I don’t do it for the battery life, but the battery life is a bonus side effect. I also do not shop or make purchases on this device or network. This is for social, YT, and news stuff only. These are partitioned so I can take absolute control over my spending habits and break any direct link between these areas and purchase tracking. This partition stopped me from making frivolous purchases.

    Graphene is just one part of my strategy, but an important one. Graphene does much to limit the background junk on Android’s zygote app preloading system that only really exists for stalkerware junk. It was supposed to be for faster app loading but the difference in time is far less than the speed of human persistence of vision.



  • Is this dumbass trying to load a jetski in the waves or something?

    I have operated heavy equipment, mostly front end loaders. Beach sand below the water line is scary as fuck to me. Like no one needs to tell me that one, not even a little bit. That shit is instinctive. I’d get a little closer with an excavator if I had a few points of hard rock to push and pull with the bucket. A wheeled vehicle that creates vibrations of any kind… that is insane. Not to mention the effects of seawater and electrolysis will wreck that thing. These vehicles really do seem to attract some of the dumbest people in addition to the terrible ethics and politics of a Tesla. Like if Elon was on the moral high ground Left, cyberfruck would still be an idiot’s billboard of a wheeled boat.


  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldtoMemes@sopuli.xyzExcellent tip
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    It is not about that. The pixel has a TPM chip (Trusted Protection Module). This is similar to how secure boot works in desktop computers. It is a special external chip that has a secret internal cryptographic key that can never be accessed by anyone. This chip can be used to create secured communications between devices. This is how it is possible to do over the air updates securely and how the device’s security can be checked with a special app and an external device like an old Graphene phone. All files on the device can be hashed with the secret key to determine of they have been changed. Other phones do not include a TPM chip and this is the primary reason they cannot be supported directly by Graphene.


  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldtoMemes@sopuli.xyzExcellent tip
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    Get off the train. A Pixel setup with Graphene OS never has such nonsense features. I even fully control my own notifications. A 2 year old device still has 2 days of battery life with lots of use, and I have no bloatware at all. It isn’t like some difficult techie thing either. Updates are secure, automatic, and over the air.


  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldto196@lemmy.blahaj.zoneRule
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    Last time I was in a cafe was ~2012 playing MW3, CS, and 2142. Seems like that was a good time to exit. Maybe one day games will exist again. I’d love to get back into some, but without clear and tangible ownership rights to what I purchase with no strings attached, I am not at all interested in any game. I expect all features and complete autonomy or I simply opt out completely and hope all the corporate pirates burn. I can only fix me, and talk about it to say this shit is not normal. It only exists because you allow and vote for it with your money. Things could be better.




  • This is like the whole point in Lemmy for me. There are some advanced Linux people here that are knowledgeable, but most stuff I’m really interested in gets little to no interesting engagement and often results in negative toxic nonsense. This ain’t tech support. Those that act like it are kids regardless of age. I expect everyone to act like they would with any stranger in public; just be cordial and nice to people. Look at this place like a grocery store checkout or DMV line in place where people casually talk and engage with each other. No sane person would start some smalltalk about the weather to have a person say, “hold up while I check the app for you.” Same deal here, don’t be a psycho because of digital anonymity. It is not harmless. Some people like me are disabled where this is all of my outside human contact and stupidity can have a real effect on me. It has a real effect on everyone, and always has. Children are just too stupid and have too shallow of a scope of self awareness to see and acknowledge their path of destruction. Real ethics come with age, and a person with real ethics is completely unchanged by anonymous interchange with anyone.


  • 𞋴𝛂𝛋𝛆@lemmy.worldtoAnimemes@ani.socialme_irl
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    I’ve been hit by 7 cars in 6 crashes. Three caused only a few scratches and bruises, one made a wheel taco, one left the bike frame in two pieces, and the last cost me 8.5 of 9 lives to fight and total two SUVs. I can’t say that I recommend any, but I will say definitely don’t fight two at once


  • 16 year old me did a clutch three times before fully understanding the mechanism. Particularly, I had a bad pilot bearing that was causing the failures. It is one aspect that was not in the Haynes manual, and not a part included in the “complete clutch kit”. The second time I even faced the flywheel to do a proper job at the advice of a pro mechanic. I learned the pilot bearing on my own.

    The fetish jokes were just fun with friends that hung out or helped while I worked on the car and figured it out as I went. Teasing macho friends lying in intimate tight spaces is fun, especially when they have underlying prejudices about LGBTQ+ stuff. I’ve always been an asshole like that when anyone is prejudice. Over the decades I’ve learned every detail about how engines and drivetrains work. The transmission is full of parts to joke about, but I can make anything metaphorical to surfeit abstraction.


  • or anyone with a manual when they find out they are forking with a long trans mission stick, pumping a tight annular spring via their thrust bearing with the primary trans shaft buried deep in the back of their crankshaft through the self lubricating pilot bearing to buffer all the rough asynchronous screwing

    synchro gigiddy mesh gettin your bottom shaft up to speed to fork with fineness without double pounding the annular

    A pressure plate clutch “diaphragm” or annular spring:



  • Fentanyl is great though. It is the most peaceful way to cope with the USA’s disgusting lack of disability support and far better than the standard treatment of dying homeless on a cold rainy night in a gutter somewhere. Compared to those very real ethics endorsed by every american that does nothing for the homeless directly, fentanyl is relief from a culture that is more cowardly than Nazis that still fed and housed people in camps before gassing them to death quickly instead of using nature and a policy of feral primate abandonment, repression, and torture. Attacks on homeless camps are the theft of these people’s last belongings, and any hope of employment, documentation, or future. There is no fentanyl problem. There is a culture with no moral backbone and absolutely no trace of ethics that drives the fringes to escape tyranny through a peaceful end to the misery, exploitation, and abuse.




  • So, I agree that other people's troubles do not change your own. However, the capabilities of others to cope with certain situations helps to add perspective and set your own expectations. Without a broader perspective and awareness scope of what is possible, the anxiety and internal ungrounded expectations of normalcy may cause real harm. The social and internalized stigmata are what actually cause most of the damage.

    In that regard, I would look up Maslow’s Hierarchy of human needs and be sure you understand exactly what you feel is missing or inadequate.

    When I say ‘only worry about the things you can change’ I am internally thinking about Maslow’s Hierarchy. I cannot change some of the missing pieces of my fundamental human needs. So where do I stand. Well am I doomed to cognitive dissonance and disorder. Not really, because, as I mentioned, I can name off all of these circumstances where I know people have made the best of a bad situation and survived with some degree of normalcy.

    Now if we really dive into my situation, I am super lucky that I was a competitive amateur cyclists 11 years ago when I was hit by a couple of SUVs on my commute to work. I was in a collar and off the bike for two months. I never fully recovered, but I never lost my race legs. Even now, I’m not in race shape any more, but I’m pretty fast for a gimp. Though my neck and back are torture when I do it. The thing is, exercise is the easiest self accessible source of endorphins to exit most if not all depression situations. It is very hard to build the momentum and routine to become self sustainable, but that is what I already had. I was accustomed to 250-400+ miles of riding every week. Now I can only do around 50 per week without it preventing me from sleeping at all. Every time I feel depressed or existential, I go ride a bike. I don’t need anyone else or want to be with anyone as it will cause me harm. I need to ride against my pain and follow the ups and downs without distractions. I also have PTSD because I was just on my way to work, then everything was black, and suddenly I am waking up in a hospital 3 hours later in extreme pain and already heavily drugged in the ICU.

    In my situation, the hardest part has been being young and seeing people’s lives move on and progress. I’m 40, but most of me died at 29. I haven’t experienced life and I can’t. I tried really hard to the point of hurting myself physically and breaking bones before I pulled back the reigns to my reality.

    I also believe that one of the biggest issues at 25 is that there is so much cultural nonsense in the Western English world about the age of majority being adult and that is absolute nonsense. The age of majority is set to the late teens because of the ability to easily manipulate child soldiers into very stupid situations, and the age when boys are just capable of carrying a full kit of murderers. There is no scientific basis for this age of majority. The most important parts of the human brain for reasoning and decision making do not finish developing until the age of 25. Talking about this scientific definition of human adulthood is taboo in the USA because it would make it much harder to use the military for corporate interests and bullying if everyone present had their full faculties available and the self awareness to hold and maintain their own ethics. I feel like I went through a lot of challenges and some depression in my early twenties that was just part of growing up. There were so many assumptions and things I jumped into without understanding them fully that I would never do at this point in life. For me, my self awareness is what grew the most. I have a much larger scope of understanding than I did back then. I know who I am in my functional thought process and how that relates to the spectrum of other people. I know the types of people that are more common and less and how to spot who I am most compatible with, along with who will misunderstand me.

    I personally feel like we should be talking about how the the age of 25 is an import point in our lives as humans. It might help with some of the more subtle changes and uncertainties some of us encounter around that time. I’m not trying to say this is what is happening with y’all, but I am mentioning it because I was not aware, and even if I was told I don’t know that I would be able to process that in a meaningful way. Like ‘big deal, what is this some kind of useless trivia factoid.’ In more tangible terms, for me, it meant growing into my self and greatly expanding self awareness. I was loud, and figuratively clumsy. I did not know the value of routines. I didn’t know when to tune out how other people perceive things and assess them for myself in an objective way. I realized ways of measuring when I am objectively the smartest person in the room and committed myself to never letting these people hold me back from my own personal growth in life.

    I don’t think that anyone can tell you the path to take that is going to work for y’all. All I can do is tell you about the trail that I am on, what the journey was like, and how I managed to overcome it so far.

    Good luck, and happy trails–there are many great adventures to be had, even if the journey is constrained to the vast universe of one’s own mind, the possibilities are limitless. I have an entire science fiction universe I write within and explore for fun. I have no external motivations with that story. It is where I go when I have nowhere else; one part of my vast inner universe.


  • I’ve been going through involuntary social isolation from physical disability for over 11 years. I can throw myself in to my interests and curiosities to largely replace any real world social needs. Lemmy is my only external contact with other humans in general. It would be harder if my mother and father were not around. I rarely ever talk with them but coexistence and the opportunity to do things for them is of some benefit to me.

    There are people in far worse situations due to worse disability. There are people that live in rural isolation. People have survived on remote islands, and people have survived for long stretches of solitary confinement and emerged without life altering problems. Look at someone like Professor Hawkings and living with ALS as an example. The things and places one can visit and explore within the human conscious experience are enormous. It only takes curiosity and the will to go find them. I believe this to be the primary mental health solution needed to survive any situation.

    I had to totally reinvent myself after a broken neck and back. I’m naturally introverted and driven by curiosity. I threw myself into new desktop hobbies that were far less physically demanding. After the first 10 years I am now degraded to the point where I am forced to reinvent myself to accommodate more strictly bed based interests on a computer. I don’t worry about things that are outside of my capacity to change. I cannot shape people into a tenable social situation where I can be myself, so I don’t worry about it at all. People that normalize negativity towards strangers here on Lemmy are particularly toxic to me, but that is the only really troubling toxic social engagement I encounter. That is less than when I had a lot of casual and close friends. That’s just my $0.02