

I don’t know if my anxiety would allow me to explicitly state that I’m flirting with someone. I may force myself to try that though.
I wish I could ask if they were flirting with me, but I’m pretty sure there are a lot of contexts where if I asked they’d say no because I asked even though the true answer was yes. And if the true answer actually was no, then they’d suddenly probably just become uncomfortable. Both results are just a loss.
I hate it.
EDIT: Just to clarify, I’ve gotten pretty OK at flirt detection, but it uses like 100% of my concentration and focus and its exhausting. Usually worth it though.












Kid at the after school program I work at recently switched schools and hes loving it and told me excitedly about his science project on the bus.
The previous charter school kicked him out because of behavior issues, so he had to start at a public school. The charter school in question is more like a prison than a school and doesn’t actually seem to teach anything. The little dude on the bus literally said “They’re teaching me science!!!” and I was both like happy for him and a little heart broken at the same time, like… did they not teach you science at the charter school?
Regardless, that he was happy about science and his new school kind of made me smile.
Things that also make me smile that are uh… less wholesome:
-Playing violent video games
-Fuckin’
-Outsmarting people