Haha yeah, I’m kinda surprised as well, but I guess that’s also why I went with monotherapy (and a strong dose at that; I aim for about 400ng/dl E2 at trough). It does come with its downsides - mainly strong moodswings, as Dandelion mentioned in her comment - but overall I’m pretty set on my decision.

A Charles Bukowski quote that has always stuck with me is ‘If you’re gonna try, go all the way’ :)

thx :3 but wdym ‘speedrun’? ^^

Thanks for your detailed reply!

Just to clarify: I’m still overall like 20-30% happier than I was before - during the first one and a half weeks it was just like +75% (I should add that first part to the post I think - totally forgot but very important).

I also get the buzz right after the injection you mentioned… it’s more of a light-headedness though and not what the permanent improvement feels like (that goes more in the calm and happy, serotonergic direction).

Thanks also for reminding me of the journal part, I should get started on that.

thx :3

ah yes, ‘Canada first’… how innovative!

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and like there’s a male and a female set of (internal) rules… since I switched to the female set of rules I feel much free-er

ah yes and a fat portion of autism which just clings onto fixed set of rules like those things you hang from the ceiling to get rid of flies

the answer is weird gender expectations and brainworms my friend… I cannot explain it, but its better now

unfortunately I have my fathers sneeze which means every time I sneeze it registers on the Richter scale halfway across the world… and if I supress the sneeze I feel like my eyeballs will pop out -_-

hoping you get through this very soon! much love going out girl <3

Big France W!

If portability is no concern > Sennheiser HD 280

If it is > Audio Technica ATH-M40

Its very considerate of the blind manufacturer to shorten the last two blinds so the cat can do their job much easier!

my first instinct would be to slap the shit out of something I don’t know

you already are one of the girls! now you just need a suit :D

simple, yet elegant

devilish plan smorty… count me in!

He/she looks bummed…