Noo don’t hehe

Nope they’re adults

That’s not a fun fact at all :(

Had a nice chill easter weekend. Things are okay, but I feel anxious.

Last week one of my best friends told me he thought I didn’t really want to see him anymore because I don’t seem to enjoy his company as much recently. I was absolutely shook but luckily I quickly realised the issue which is that I’ve been getting complacent in our friendship.

Tbh I have to do most of the work in a lot of my friendships and I’ve been really tired and this is my one friend that actually does a lot of the emotional work himself. Which led me to take that space for granted or at least not show my appreciation. It was definitely a wake up call.

Anyway now I’m planning a bunch of stuff to do together with my bestie so we’ll be grand again in the future :)

men

Ha, I love the typical runner attitude at the end.

Would I do another? Well, it definitely sucked and it was awful, but maybe cause I could do better next time. 😅

Personally after two half marathons I decided I really just much rather run 10k’s instead. They’re more fun and less hassle to train for, plus you can run faster so that’s nice. But there’s always that nagging feeling of wanting to prove to myself that I could technically complete a marathon if I wanted to, even though I don’t want to.

Happy birthday! It’s okay to not feel like it sometimes. I wish you a very cozy and comfortable day. Enjoy your own company ❤️

(Tell me bye)

Cat posting

I love moss!!! This one looks soft

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Hmmm now I want a pink apron to wear when I’m doing chores

Haha yeah I can relate. I broke the joystick really quickly and after a couple years I decided to get something new. Ended up buying a new fidget cube but I kind of hate it. It’s not the same and I need it to be the same 🥲

I’ve always liked my fidget cube, although the original run was a lot better quality than the current ones

Made too many plans, now I’m tired but luckily the weekend is nearly there so I can rest do even more

I spontaneously booked a hairdresser appointment last weekend and really enjoyed getting my hair cut. The differences are quite small but it made me feel euphoric :)

No one at work has noticed ofc but fuck them I’m vibin 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Thanks for saying this, it does help ❤️

I just find it hard to actually take action and not just feel cynical/disillusioned/unable to enact change, which is what I’m doing most of the time.

Of course it helps to start small but I don’t really seem to get any relief from what I do control. Sure it’s nice knowing my friends would eat the billionaires with me but that won’t actually change anything in the world cause we’re all privileged enough to not feel threatened enough (privilege, baby) by the current state of the world to actually get off our asses.

Which in turn makes me feel like I’m just a blob floating on the waves of a storm of someone else’s design and it’s not worth the effort to invest in myself and try to make myself grow as a person.

No I had the same question actually

Uh yeah but it’s hard to feel good about myself when the world is on fire so how do I fix that

In no particular order:

• Slow horses (as said by others, but I really love it too)
• Severance
• The white lotus
• English teacher
• The penguin
• Ripley
• Smartypants
• Dungeons & drag queens

Wow this is actually very useful