I remember starting Nier (ps3) while back on the hardest difficultly because I’m a masochist and spending an hour on the opening trying to git gud only to be left confused and scared of what was going on and then the game starting. Honestly might get back to it or try out drakenguard 3 already since I got my ps3 just collecting dust and I need something to distract myself.
Creepypasta “If you see the peepee poopoo man buying gas station dick pills at 2 am don’t ask him to give you some…” 
Yeah base game is not great the new versions seems to do more in installing for you currently playing 1.5 and it’s alright some bugs. https://www.moddb.com/mods/vtmb-unofficial-patch/downloads got it here and I’m terrible with modding but it more or less fixes it for you no looking and adding stuff to folders.
I get the urge sometimes to write fanfics where I pick the most boring characters and make them trans and nd, idk feel like I was boring as hell back before I knew but that had to do with repression/masking.
Thought this was gonna be Toad with human legs, still good my voice is annoying as toad’s anyway
Started cooking again instead of depression sleeping, idk still not feeling great but now my home smells of roasted veggies and beans. I think this is a start of something I hope…
VTM: bloodlines playing as a 
really appreciate how well the game holds up (with the unofficial patch that is) been watching hunter the parenting so got in the mood for world of darkness again. Trying to get through it without cheating but if I stop having fun then I’ll just keep playing around, gotten through the game legit before so nothing spoiled.
Love feeling an overwhelming sense of dread and feeling bad for other’s people’s actions, must love it with how much I do it otherwise why do I keep doing it 
fr tho this blows, I’ll keep forcing a smile and trying to be optimistic but damn if I don’t want to just not exist for a bit 
Crop dusted the meat and cheese section when I went shopping today :im-doing-my-part:
The amount of calories potentially available in a packet of crayons makes the marine training almost worth it I feel. I think it’s like a week’s worth of calories or something in something so easy to store