I don’t have a BambuLab printer, but the printers I have owned have done that when the nozzle is clogged, when over extruding or when the print bed is too close to the nozzle.
Basically, something is preventing the plastic from extruding out and the extruder motor is slipping.
You don’t need to hate yourself or your body to be transgender. If you think you’d be happier living as a woman, then you might be. When you feel happy about dressing or presenting as your true self, we call that gender euphoria, and it can sometimes be a more powerful feeling than dysphoria.