Second midterm exam opens in an hour, 35% of the grade. This class absolutely fucking sucks. Not to proverbially jerk myself off, but I sailed through Calculus I-III, Physics 1 and 2 with Calculus, Differential Equations, and Modern Physics with little to no skin off my back. I read physics books for fun and love exploring mathemamatical proofs and concepts. In a life where jobs and money were no object, I’d dual major in astrophysics and math in a heartbeat.

And a fucking economics course is gonna do me in (granted, it’s engineering economy, but same difference). Some pseudoscience that’s halfway bourgeois vibes-based garbage, a quarter statistics, and the rest rote calculations. God dammit. I hate it. 3 tests make up the entire grade for the course, and my first one fell directly on its face at a 72. Online course so I could cheat like everyone else and actually get a proper grade, but I also don’t wanna risk landing grad school or not over some stupid bullshit. Honorlock is spiritually Israeli, assuming it isn’t already financially affiliated in some way.

Praying to end the next year with >3.7 so I can be competitive enough to land into my reach institutions for graduation, but my 3.87 is gonna take a downturn this semester for sure. Oh well, C’s get degrees. Fuck me. I’ve never been itching for a shot or a cigarette more than now, and I’ve never smoked.