I mean hey, at least that’s a smile…and the very ugly me with shoulders, forehead, brow bone and everything. My hair is a mess, god I’m a fucking hideous creature 😭
Also boobs for some reason :3

  • Skunk [any]@lemmy.zipEnglish
    21·
    5 days ago

    Please don’t hide your face behind a CW like that, it’s so mean to yourself. Imagine doing that to another person and here you are doing it to yourself? Be kind, you’re worthy of being loved by yourself 🖤🤍🖤🦨

    • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
      71·
      5 days ago

      I wanna be clear, I’d never do that to another person. Ever.
      But, with my own face…it seems fitting. It seemed like the right thing to do.

      Idk, my face has been called ugly by my own mom so many times during my own childhood (as in, I’m “not smiling” so I must be angry, so “I don’t wanna look at your ugly face”) and now it’s kinda hard to get rid of, you know?

      • Skunk [any]@lemmy.zipEnglish
        9·
        5 days ago

        I’m sorry your mom was so mean to you. I have kids, and I can’t imagine what it would take to call my own child ugly. Like my brain blocks it, I literally can’t. What a mean person she must have been.

        I hope you get to unlearn it. Please ask yourself why you wouldn’t do it to someone else and why those reasons don’t apply to you, because from where I’m standing this looks like it could be self-harming behavior.

        • Miisha@lemmy.blahaj.zonedeleted by creatorOPEnglish
          6·
          5 days ago

          Thank you 🩷
          She’s much better these days ofc, but yeah…that was a big part of my life

          I really hope I can unlearn it, but also…I’m literally full of self-harming behavior and this is nowhere near the worst.
          I’ll try tho, thanks 💜

  • Apeman42@lemmy.worldEnglish
    15·
    5 days ago

    You should be nicer to this sweet-looking cutie, OP. In my day the skater clique would have made her their queen.

  • Lily@lemmy.zipEnglish
    13·
    5 days ago

    I can’t stress this enough but you’re beautiful even if you don’t see it girl 🥺