Context: met this wonderful lady who i really like, but unfortunately [for me] she’s already married

It feels wierd to like…recognize that this isn’t a problem, that she’s nice and we’re friends and from what i can tell she’s a good mom and her kid is gonna be great, but to still be a little subconsciously miffed at the universe in general because like…it felt like being teased is all.

It’s just an emotion, ill get over it, and to repeat I’m not actually mad, just “primally” [for lack of a better word currently] jealous and annoyed