I used to be a Medic and Firefighter-- in short I was an adrenaline junkie. And now I’m old and retired. And my body is bent and currently a bit broken. I seek to learn how to be dull.
Despite the enjoyment of watching the hummingbirds at my feeders and the light gardening I do. I still think I could become even more satisfied with my dullness.
Guide me to complete dullness!


Find more plants that attract hummingbirds.
Plant them.
Watch them grow.
Now find another variety.
Watch it grow.
Hell yeah.
Edit: also. Ponder the plants. Ponder the hummingbirds. Ponder your orb.