I lost my canvasing job because I could not convince people directly complicit in genocide living extremely wealthy lives to donate $20 a month to feed the children their government is bombing.
I want to give up. I am about to run out of rent and bill money, all my savings and meager inheritance from my dead grandmother is gone. I gave almost all of it away, then I lost my job.
I don’t know what to do now, my mind wanders to adventurism.
My grandmother’s memorial was last week and I couldn’t go because work. Now I am sitting in the bar at the bowling alley about to sing come out ye black and tans
that really sucks. I hope you can find time to grieve however you need to!