I lost my canvasing job because I could not convince people directly complicit in genocide living extremely wealthy lives to donate $20 a month to feed the children their government is bombing.

I want to give up. I am about to run out of rent and bill money, all my savings and meager inheritance from my dead grandmother is gone. I gave almost all of it away, then I lost my job.

I don’t know what to do now, my mind wanders to adventurism.

  • Nakoichi [they/them]@hexbear.netOPM
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    22 hours ago

    Oh I can drive and operate skidsteers/bobcats and all manner of heavy machinery I just don’t have a license and have no intention of getting one.

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      Already knowing those platforms is a big asset. At least here only two crews of horticulturists and the foresters require driving a road vehicle. Everyone else is based out of a maintenance shop tied to a specific park/cemetery/golf course. The interviewers might be sceptical of you not driving, but if you describe what your favourite park means to you/people you know then they’ll hire you based on stewardship alone. It’s very radicalising work that puts you on the frontlines of restoring the commons and the full spectrum of your community, to the point that it’s the thing that has got me writing theory. Urban green space is one of those ultimate intersectional/interdisciplinary fields that makes you think.

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          Any combination of those things is very competitive. Even on my horticulture crew only a third of us studied horticulture and have a real interest in it. If you can explain why it’s important to protect green space then everyone you interact with there is a naive eco-Marxist who really gets what you’re saying. That doesn’t result in more than a $40-60k per year job with shitty benefits, but you feel really good at the end of the day.