I would also like to try some more experiences so I can find a job I think I will thrive in. ADHD sucks because it makes me so easily bored by everything even though I know by now that almost everything is an acquired taste and not something I will instantly fall in love with because it’s my destiny. I’m a bloody Marxist and I still don’t let myself analyze even the non-political with dialectics. Shit sucks.

I feel this so much. You’ll find something that works for you. Keep trying and something will come together for you eventually.