I made some curry for lunches next week! I can feel some of my palate improving because I felt myself craving fresh fruit and not processed slop. Watermelon and pineapples are so good! I love them! Now I want to explore some more umami non-meal things to eat that aren’t a processed snack.

I unfortunately had some wine over the weekend but it was with my folks so I consider that slip worth it.

Getting into the process of finding a therapist now that I have my first paycheck. I’m going to try CBT and see if I can finally start meds for ADHD.

I had an interview for a place out of Ohio that went pretty well, and with some luck I can get a temporary job for me to build residency in a more progressive state and also be closer to some friends to boot! The great satan is cringe but there’s some parts that aren’t all that bad, especially with friends.

I would also like to try some more experiences so I can find a job I think I will thrive in. ADHD sucks because it makes me so easily bored by everything even though I know by now that almost everything is an acquired taste and not something I will instantly fall in love with because it’s my destiny. I’m a bloody Marxist and I still don’t let myself analyze even the non-political with dialectics. Shit sucks.