i am actually half-white, half-asian. i don’t know what community will accept me more, the russian communities online/in the us (since i probably won’t go there) or the east asian (chinese/japanese) ones.
i clearly will not look full white and it may have people say im not “real russian”.
dad is chinese-russian, lived in germany for a bit. (baden-württemberg i think). mom is russian.
I can say from experience being mixed white and Japanese I’ll always be a second class citizen there.
Can’t speak for Russia but I knew a woman who once said she envied her mother because she was “pure”, pale skin and blonde hair, while she had dark hair and more eastern (Mongolian heritage?) features. That was really painful to hear someone say about themselves and if it’s the prevalent attitude I wouldn’t assume I’m welcome just by a blood connection.