I wonder if it’s a - if I don’t really try then I didn’t really fail - mentality. She gets all kinds of opportunities handed to her and she says they are life goals but then never pursues it any further. It’s like when she got the shot at BT host and completely fucked the dog with the outfit, not having a clue about world events, the fidgeting in the chair, it’s like she puts up her own roadblocks.