If you’re having trouble reading it as just yourself, I guess the next best thing is to maybe watch a read-through of it? YMMV, but Joseph Anderson’s ongoing one might be good, though he also provides his own commentary and riffing, which might be detrimental to the full experience—but a semi-experience is better than no experience. Alternatively, try to find one that’s just reading the text itself. Plus, you could decide to bail back to the VN itself at any time, if you’d like.