Hi Everyone! I’m planning on adding stuff here but first enjoy your new weekly mega <3
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I think I’m letting go of the idea that I’m going to have a good relationship with my parents someday. I’ve been starting to feel secure enough in other areas of my life that I think I can face that.
I had assumed I was going to see at least a flash of compassion this week, but it just hasn’t been there. That really made me rethink the other assumptions I was making.
I was hanging on to this idea where we were playing a game together, and we all put on a show of keeping up this strained, distant, fake relationship while we took time to heal and grow as people, until one day we would come together and share what we’d learned and build a real relationship. Now I’m realizing I was a fool who was playing that game by themself the whole time.
Hurts, but I guess I can’t really say all that personal growth was a waste.